heart shaped box. not the song

¿Por qué resucitaron estas emociones? Esperando, esperándote para saber de tí.
Fuck. Si esto es falso y yo sigo pensando que es cierto.

Ayer comenté esto a un amigo y se reía, y yo me creía la raja, pero "por interno" sabía que era un cuento que nunca iba a realizarse.

Bizarre Love Triangle·New Order

Every time i think of you
I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
While every day my confusion grows

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

I feel fine and I feel good
I'm feeling like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say